To the song we used to sing

Didn't know what to name my blog post, but I'm currently listening to Your Call by Secondhand Serenade, and that line just seems appropriate. As usual, I have nothing to blog about. Just wanted to blog cuz well, I just want to :D


Our seniors had their FYP presentations today, and we went to give them moral support (and also cuz we were forced to :P) but yeah sat and listened (and also slept) through the presentations. And now the stress is ON the second years for our FYPs next year. I'm stressing out bout the whole "pick yr supervisor thing".


On a randomer note, today was pink day :) But no we didn't go to BR we just felt like dressing up according to a theme colour cuz it's been a while since we did that :P

With Miss Imada and Professor Peter :)

Pink day with the girls <3

Cheers to pigging out :D

Okay I guess that's it :) Bye :D

Lie to me

If you're going to do it, do it smartly. Do it well enough that I don't find out, do it well enough that no one comes and tells me the real story later on. It's okay if you lie to me convincingly enough and I don't find out, but it is more than NOT okay when I find out later on, and know that you did lie to me. Same goes for hiding stuff from me. 
And FYI, omission of the truth on purpose with the intention of hiding things from me is STILL a lie. 

So really go ahead and lie to me, just don't let me find out anything about your lies. EVER.

on the surface

Do you know what it's like to have so many friends, TOO many friends till your mom complains and says you have too many friends, but at the same time to feel like you have no friends at all?

Random shots :)

Just thought my blog needed some updating :) But I don't really have much to write about. Was going to do one of those posts cuz I do feel this need to express certain things, but thinking about it, what point is there in saying anything anymore? So instead, here you go, random pictures :) 

The retarded looking John Chia, my awesome buddy, my ukelele teacher :)

Danny and me in matching colours in The Farm :)

Such a movie scene picture :P My guitarist all night long during follow up :)

Pretty Virginia, queen of sasau once fed with cotton candy and mountain dew :P

The February baby who turned 21, Elynn Foo :)

Hats are in again :P

Ze best friend :)

I kissed a girl (Anne) and I liked it? No not quite, there was a card there k :P

Okay I'm done. I feel happier now. No need for all those emotions to be expressed. Some things are just better not said, sometimes it's better to be blatantly ignorant and not care :)

Good night! :D

Too much to say

It has been way too long. Way, WAY too long. Too much has happened, some good, some not so good and some I'd rather not talk about. But for now, let's just talk happy updates k :) 

I turned 21 :) In a pretty awesome party, in the company of family and friends.

Very first ultimate tournament. Played for Cheras Underdawgs :)

WHO RUN THE WORLD! :D

Cut my hair, changed my parting for the first time in so many years. :D

Valentine's Day in Ikea, eating and shopping. NOT alone :P

High school friends reunion. Small group, but a reunion nonetheless :)

It has been a good one month plus. Got my results and I did okay, so I'm relatively satisfied. Been keeping busy though, with classes, youth, psychsoc stuff. I'm happy being busy. Stressed as hell sometimes, but I like being busy. It gives me things to look forward to, gets me running around and keeps me preoccupied. Gives me less time to sit here thinking unnecessarily stoning my life away :P

Lotsa funny things have happened but I guess they're all for me to remember and not for you to read :P Too lazy, plus some are just too nonsensical, and too private. I will say that things are never really easy, but maybe they could be a little easier than what I imagined them to be :) So I'm optimistic, that things will be fine very soon.

On a randomer note, I finally tried macarons :)

Next up will be trying to bake them :) And another randomer random note, this random guy talked to me during the Wildcats tournament, and he actually was pretty cute, not to mention friendly :) On a sadder note, I found out he's Malay :( So we're good to be friends but that's it. LOL. (okay I can't believe I just said that, but it's my blog so yeah wtv I really don't care anymore :P)

And I guess that's enough of notes, be it random or sad ones. I think it's time for bed. Visiting ze brother at his NS camp tomorrow.  Okay one last random note before I sleep. 

I still believe :)

If you get it, then good. If no, then it's okay. 

And also, my tweets have been pretty UN-emo for a really long time :) 

Okay enough. Goodnight :P

Haunted.

1st post of 2012, HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone! :) So far it's been awesome. Christmas has been awesome, New Year too. My pictures from facebook will tell you that indeed :D


But the studying mood has kicked in, or rather was forced to kick in cuz exams are just around the corner and I'm nowhere even near halfway prepared for them. So difficult to switch from that happy partying mood to a full on nerd mode :( Sighhhh.


On a randomer side note, I'm haunted. All the time. By my own thoughts and dreams, my conscious AND unconscious thinking. I don't know how long I can go about like this. I really should have written down all my reasons and thoughts right then when I decided on them when I got back from camp. (Yes it sounds like I'm not making sense, at least not to you :P)


Why is it so hard for me to make a decision and to stick to it? Sigh, I know the answer to that actually. But I'd really rather not answer that. See how now brown cow? Too late already, I don't feel as determined as I did when I first got back from camp. Gaaahhhhhhh :( I could slap myself, really.


It's just so easy to make me lose focus and to make my will go weak and to hit me and make me say okay I change my mind. I've become way too nice after leaving high school. All the high school people will be so amazed with this "always kena bully, always kena tease and always let ppl take advantage of, miss do not say no to ppl when they ask for favours" version of me. Now I'm just crapping with such a passion I'm amazing myself.


I'm such a failure. Really. Kthxbai.

Merry Christmas! :)

I wish it were snowing in Malaysia :/

But it doesn't matter, my favourite season of the year is here!

The best part of Christmas is having awesome awesome food, plus the company of all my loved ones :)

I couldn't be happier.

Merry Christmas everyone :D