Tuesday, June 24, 2008

the time of my life...

hey ppl.. i just got back from confirmation n im still living on "camp hangover".. haha.. i dunno if it beats choir camp, but it was FREAKINGLY AWESOME!!! the funny thing was how I was actually dreading camp, but I enjoyed it n now i miss it.. Ironic how God makes u change yr perspective in life, isn't it?? i remember when we were going into IJ convent, i was cursing and swearing, n i did NOT wanna go at all.. da whole 1st day, i got pissed, i was mumbling myself and basically was acting lk a raving lunatic.. i bet chris and wei were lost for words when they saw da state i was in.. haha.. (sorry u guys...) but things took a turn.. n i vowed to change my mindset.. there was no point in being there if i was gonna be miserable rite?? so i told myself to snap outta it n pull myself together, which i did.. da 2nd day was really good.. no doubt i was really sleepy.. n it's all colin, kishore n ryan's fault.. haha.. da nite b4, they called wen i was already sleeping n spoke a whole load of crap.. (Colin Andrew Joseph, who calls to tell ppl they're hungry n wants milo ice at !.30 in da morning??) neway, aerobics led by manda klassen, sandy, monica n carmen was fun.. n den da whole day we were preparing for da telematch.. filling water balloons.. n da whole time, kishore provided crazily amusing entertainment.. da pigeon, da monkey noises.. n all his chinese lala's "oh-my-god".. n his constipated with you and no one.. den wen we having sessions, da worst happened.. it rained.. wei n i went into full panic mode.. we did NOT have a PLAN B n if it rained, there was no way da telematch could be played.. all our hard work wasted.. but still we thought positively and figured God had a better plan if he din wan us to play da telematch.. but true to his amazing name, God worked a miracle.. it stopped raining da min we went for teabreak.. i was so super ecstatic.. turns out, it was THE VERY BEST telematch i ever knew.. it was chaotic n noisy.. but really fun.. ended with my very first mudfight.. all da insane ppl who attacked me.. ~royston, arul, jerome, kenneth, chrissy, wei~ many more but dis r da few significant ones.. at the end we were all really dirty n freaking gross, but it was worth it.. i had so much fun.. den we had showering probs.. no water.. haha.. n toilets were packed lk crazy.. so wei, chris n me crashed into unc joe's room to bathe.. we couldn't wash da mud outta our long hair.. so we took an eternity bathing.. royston, kenneth n jerome got tired of waiting n went to da girls toilet to bathe.. haha.. (should hv went to the petrol station n went for car wash la, royston..) well after dat our sessions all delayed.. n it was healing.. it was really good.. i felt so touched n i cried lk nobody's business.. especially da whole going down memory lane thingy.. brought tears to my eyes.. but i did not rest in the spirit n i was a bit upset.. but all da same it was a very good healing session.. dat nite, we tried prank calling ppl but kinda failed la.. all din pick up.. den had skit discussion.. was lepaking with da band guys, kishore, ryan n colin.. sum how, wei, chris n i are always da oni girls to stay up really late with da guys la.. haha.. but at 2 we kena halau into our dorms edi.. so we slept n den came da last n final day.. all lk stoned ppl in da morning.. haha.. well after all da sessions, i din noe we were gonna have another session of healing dat day.. so wen eddy announced, i was shocked and taken aback.. den as usual, my tears came down lk a huge flash flood.. n wen eddy came n pray over me, he was saying dun hold back if i feel lk falling.. n at dat very moment my legs turned to jelly n i just gave way n fell.. da funny thing was after i fell, i was fully conscious but i couldn't move n my face felt lk it was on fire.. den after a while i felt very light.. it felt nice n relaxing.. n i could seriously feel da Holy Spirit.. den wen eddy said to start saying hallelujah if we wan da gift of tongues, i did.. n after a while, i wasn't saying hallelujah anymore.. dat felt shocking but really amazing.. it is indescribable.. den wen we were told to stand up to praise God, i sat up n den fell right back down.. freaky, i was dat weak.. den after da healing, i wen n spoke to eddy bout the gift of tongues.. eddy said he n his wife would pray over me n ask me to try again.. he told me to go louder n i did n i was amazed i did it again.. Im so happy i know how it feels to receive dat gift.. n i thank God for it.. well, after dat, it was all lotsa singing.. haha.. all whacked up songs.. den we exchanged phone nums after mass.. i felt really sad camp was over.. till now, i still smile thinking bout camp..n i am STILL singing all da crappy songs.. haha.. i miss every moment of it and i miss everyone there.. da times we had were sweet, fun n memorable.. but they were all too short.. i wish i can turn back time n relive camp again.. I appreciate every moment dat was there n im glad God filled me with his spirit and made every moment of camp meaningful and special to me.. God truly is amazing n his works are indescribable.. to all of u, especially colin, kishore, ryan and da band members.. i miss u guys a lot.. love u all too.. keep in touch k..

Friday, June 13, 2008

back to reality...

oh yea hols are all over.. big, big sigh..n throughout da hols, i have successfully managed to feel emotionally and mentally drained for bout maybe 4 to 5 days.. beginning of hols, had 2 days of argument wit mom.. den choir retreat, bawled my eyes out crying on da last night, but oso spent da other times laughing my heart out.. all in all it was an ok hols.. din get to go ice skating, or gossip girls marathon(ended up watching myself) and din managed to play vball or have jamming sessions.. damn la.. lol.. but went shopping.. with fred n flora, den wit wei, her mom, her sis and my mom and oso with my cousin.. i dunno wat im crapping la honestly.. well maybe a bit bout choir retreat.. lotsa stuff happened, lotsa stuff were cleared.. we cried, we talked, we hugged.. now i hope we change n things change.. our memories brought tears to my eyes and till now i start tearing wen i c my card dat is filled by things u guys wrote.. even talking bout all dis makes me wanna cry.. well, wat's over is over, we can oni work to change the future.. now tmr i gonna go for confirmation interview.. i PRAY i dun screw up.. n oso for da blasted test i gotta go for after my interview.. well, i guess dat's it for now.. just wanted to crap a bit in my blog.. gotta go..