Friday, June 7, 2013

How can I?

This blog is as good as dead. I'm just here in a desperate attempt to save it. But I've got nothing to say. Or rather, I've got nothing to say that I want to say here. All I can say is I think I need a job. No, I KNOW I need a job. Need it ASAP too. Being at home alone, having all this time on my hands, gives me too much time to think about too many things, and overthinking is never good.

There are times when I wish I could turn back time. So many times. Slightly more than a month ago I said that I make it a point not to regret anything in the past that I ever did because there's always something to learn from it, but ask me now and I'd take back that one night.

Even though I know it was the right thing to do, how can I be happy with what I did when it's just making me feel like crap all this while?